But I do have some complaints. Not for Nathan, but for my friends. Its annoying how immature everyone is. How a simple facebook joke can turn into people deleting others and getting upset.
Nathan and I posted each other's statuses the other day, joking around. They were mushy and obnoxious and we know it. Of course my "friends" had to go make their little comments, which we expected, but it ended up going too far in my opinion. Its annoying how hateful all of my friends are sometimes. When things aren't going right in their lives, they have to rain on mine. Or how when they have nothing better going on they have to try and bring others down. Or hate on something that I care about. Its hard to sit here and think that these people are my friends.
Sometimes I really do wonder why I am friends with some of these people. People who think its okay to constantly make fun of each other as if its what you're supposed to do in a friendship. And since they're your "friend", they know the things to pick on. I hate that my personal life gets thrown out into the public for everyone to know and becomes a big joke. I hate that everyone thinks its okay to say shit to me, but when I say something back I become a bitch and people think I'm being ridiculous. I hate how people use me not talking to them and facebook fights as a reason to not consider me a friend?
I'm tired of doing all the work for friendships. I'm tired of being the butt of the jokes just because I'm a girl and because I won't say anything. I'm tired of friends taking advantage of me. I'm tired of accepting the immature shit from everyone. I've tried to be nicer over the past year or so and have always been the type of person to avoid conflict with friends because I dislike it so much but I've really had enough.
/rant.
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