I don't feel like myself anymore. The way I act, the things I say, the thoughts in my mind, the way I look; everything about me is now new to me. I don't like it at all. I feel like my schoolwork is going down the drain. Now that I don't have a major distraction, I should be pulling all A's. But I can't seem to concentrate or accomplish anything anymore. I can't seem to take my mind off of stupid things and how angry I am and unhappy. I watch Sex and the City religiously because, somehow, it takes my mind off of my own life. In the past three months I've changed myself so much. With tattoos and haircuts and clothes it seems I'm doing things to change me so that I'll like me more. I'm not myself. I need to cut out from everything and everyone and figure things out.