. Things are going great for me, but for some reason I still feel off. I just keep complaining and searching for things to whine about. I don't know why I do these things to myself. I think as a pessimist, I just expect everything to be bad. Because, if they're good, its a nice surprise. But if they're bad... well, you weren't really let down.

. The rain was crazy today. I felt the typical disdain for it. I hate the rain because it makes me feel so greasy and uncomfortable. But today... the thunderstorm was crazy. I hung out with Alec and Nicklaus today. We then met up with Kurt and Shane for a little and headed over to Wawa. While we sat out front of Wawa listening to the homeless man's stories, the storm took off. The lightning lit up the sky like the sun. It was so bright with purple-pink light. I never pay attention to storms, since I hate them so much, but this one I noticed. There was one thunder that scared me so much I screamed. I felt the thud in my chest. It was the loudest thunder I've heard in my nineteen years.

. Another thing that should take me back to Thankful town: the homeless man. Listening to him talk about being in jail and living on the streets was interesting. I hated seeing that he bought beer and cigarettes with his money though. I wish he would spend the money sympathetic people give him on food or maybe save it for his future. But still. It kinda makes me happy about my life. For the simple and obvious fact that I'm not homeless. That I have an education, and am continuing to gain it. That I will never have to be in his shoes.

. Finally. I cut my hair. I dislike it, of course. I want my long hair back. WHEN WILL I LEARN?!