In all honesty, the biggest reason for me to go to VCU was that it just felt right. My gut was telling me to. And while that may seem like a stupid reason to some for such a big decision, that seems like a perfectly acceptable reason to me. I feel at home (t)here. when I walk to class I'm not feeling wrong like when I was going to TCC (could also be for other reasons but I'm attributing it to not being right). My apartment feels like home. Hanging with Joey feels right. Even my anxiety is considerably less. Hanging with newish people isn't as big a deal as it usually is. I'm not freaking out and trying to avoid hanging out like I usually do. I can't explain why this is, nor do I know why, but thats it.

I'm currently in North Carolina for the weekend with my family. I can't wait to get back to school. Lets just hope it never rains ever again.